I want to buy a book on mechanisms of reactions in organic chemistry but I am filled with anxiety that it'll be worthless regardless of its high quality content. I am not even sure if I am gonna make it through school let alone enjoy chemistry as a habit. I just read about the structural theory in an O Chem book that is for from high school to MSc but the stuff is enormously complicated for me. I understand pure O Chem just fine. But the understanding of inorganic chemistry (including spatial orientations of atomic orbitals, molecular orbits and all that fancy stuff) is essential. But then again I cannot be complaining because chemical thermodynamics is relevant to chemical kinetics.


Not sure what to do.