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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Dear T,
I hate myself so much. Seriously, what is wrong with me? Why can’t i just accept “I care about your success”? I’ll just terminate so you won’t have to deal with my crazy self anymore. And so I won’t keep not getting enough from you.
LT
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Your emotions don't have to make sense. (Although they make sense to me). It is completely valid for you to feel upset that your T will only say, "I care about your success." He isn't getting the emotional component. In my experience, one can't heal emotional trauma from intellectualizing. I am so sorry you are going through this.