Dear Tony the Tiger T: what the heck was that last night? Asking me dumb stuff like what I can do to make myself happier. Lady, I'm doing everything I know how to do. If I knew what would make me better I would do it. I think you don't know what to do with me. You talk about random stuff. I don't feel emotionally connected to you at all. You probably don't even care if I . I'm trying to talk to you about how scary the hallucinations can be and you're asking me what brings me peace. I'm missing the connection. Then I don't even see you until December 5th! Dude, that's a month away. So what am I supposed to do until then? Seriously I don't know if this is working. But I don't know if I have the strength and energy to find a new T after I spent the summer finding you. Ugh. I wish I could just have my former T back. Kit.