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Originally Posted by AB2371
I am sorry for what you're going through. Your anxiety is your body's natural response to how you're feeling. Loosing someone in your life that you are close with may be one of the most difficult times you will ever go through. For me, holiday's give me severe anxiety, but I love them anyway. There are so many cheerful things to look at and think about, maybe try to associate a few of those things with memories of your lost family member. The stronger your memories, thoughts and emotions are for your lost loved ones, the stronger their spirit will live on. I wish you the best and most cheerful times through this holiday season. Maybe try taking up a new hobby, something your mother would approve of 
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Dont laugh but this past weekend I put up my tree and Christmas decorations it made me happy. The lights on the tree always make me smile ,it is a 6 foot tree I love it .Christmas has always been my favorite holiday even when I was a child my mom use to decorate all over inside, me too, she stopped once she got older my son and daughter brought her a tree a couple of years ago she didnt want one she could have cared less not me got to have my tree. I remember one time when my late husband and I laid half way underneath the tree and fell asleep it was so nice to wake up underneath the tree it smelled of Christmas, oh I am also a Christmas Carol ,I mean I was born on Christmas day,

so now you know a real Christmas Carol lol