When I walked away from my H after 33 years of marriage I didn't even think about him after I left & moved 2100 miles away. By that point there was nothing I missed about him or even grieved about leaving him. The only emotion I needed to recover from was my anger that had built up so intensly toward him over the years.

The point is that there must be something that you do miss about him. Something you got used to that filled a need you have. That makes it that much harder to block & make the break. It takes real focus to hold true to what you know is best for you. Good job so far.....hold true to what you know is best for you & make sure to use your wise mind not your totally emotional mind to make decisions about him.....you have done well so far..keep up the good work!!!!