Hi,

I can tell you're not unlovable socksbaby. Being young is quite a maze to get through but you will get through it. Hold on to all those beautiful things you see about life, cherish them. They can be quite a powerful incentive. There's every chance as time goes by that things will change for you - that happened to me and I feel blessed.

Stay strong and keep reaching out as well. People care. You just have to find them.

Perhaps some kind of group for mental health would be a good support in your real life too?