I’ve completely lost motivation and don’t seem to truly care about anything. My grades will probably suck this semester, I’m still not even decided on a major. I hate my new job but it’s been 2 weeks, so if I quit now, I’m definitely a loser who can’t handle simple things. I probably only hate it because I don’t feel motivated to go anywhere or do anything . Also because I’m very anxious around people. I’ve called so many therapists and am constantly rejected or waitlisted. I’m so tired of it. And I don’t know what to do. I have no direction in life.:/

For years, this feeling had come in waves, but now it’s just completely consumed me. I’m drained. I feel bad that I am too because there are people working harder than me. I feel weak.