I would say........
fear.. drop dead and get away from me....
panic attacks... drop dead and get away from me...
anxiety, drop dead get away from me............
whatever caused you to hover over me, let that drop dead too...whatever in my life that has caused these things, just drop dead and get away from me.....

what irks me is the fear that i don't even what i am afraid of. just about everything frightens me. smacks fear in the head and stomps on it.....