Thank you. I am feeling so much better today. There is so much of my life i need to improve on but today i bought some Christmas presents for my daughters and it feels great. I know i wont feel like this for long but for right now i feel pretty good and omg that guy i spoke to from samaritans i don't know who trained him lol i really can't believe the things he said to me . it was outrageous . some of them are good but there are some bad that shouldn't be doing it. How are you doing ? Thx again to you and everyone for posting