I get the feeling you are not as much an ugly, loser as you think you are. You are not a nobody. You are probably a nice looking, intelligent, kind man. You probably have a decent place to live, a decent job, a citizenship of a good country, many things to offer.

It’s wonderful you found someone you are enjoying getting to know and communicating with at the very least.

She is definitely flirting and projecting a sexual future with you. The fact that you are video chatting where you both see and hear each other shows she is the image of the person you think she is.

She could be lying about everything else like maybe being married or her true intentions of possibly marrying you for citizenship or luring you to her country and stealing your identity or something horrible like that.

But for now, you are enjoying this relationship. So allow yourself some pleasure!