(((((bb)))))

Thank you for the support. I am afraid and unsure of where I am. Or who is with me. I know I am not alone bb and I know that whoever it is is terrified. So I am trying to reach her through the darkness that seems to swallow me and sometimes I almost fall into this darkness, being swallowed inside which scares me as I have been in that darkness before and I never want to return.

Thank you for listening I will try to PM you later, when I can find myself and thoughts to write to you. I want to, really. Yes, I have a T and I am just getting to know her. Many changes going on but for the good I think. It is just that time of year and it is hard. Sorry.

Thank you for caring and for being there. Love you.

cami