Yes. I have lied to my pdoc a lot which I know I shouldnt. But when I know the answers that will get me the meds I want or let me keep something I like that I know will get taken away I will lie about everything.

Same with any other Dr I see. If I see any benefit to lying I will.

I havent lied to my therapist. She has never given me any reason to and only tells my pdoc things if she can convince me to allow her to.

I dont lie to my husband often, only about taking pills and self harm but I am starting to tell him the truth more now. I definitely lie to him when Im at the ready to attempt stage but Im completely messed up then.

My SI goes from fairly bad to attempts so fast that I never see anyone when it is bad enough for involuntary hospitalization.