I did lie to my old doctor my current doctor hasn’t really asked much but I do trust him.

I don’t know if this is related but I have refused to sign over my records from my previous clinic to my current one. My previous clinic has my records from when I was a minor and when I was in residential treatment and when I had multiple hospitalizations. Basically they have all the records and all the paperwork from when I was at my worst. I do not want this new place knowing my past history. So I refuse to sign over those papers. I just want to start new.

So I guess I am not totally honest with my doctor since he does not know everything or even much of anything that has happened these 12 years. But why should he? Shouldn’t he just be focusing on how I am now?