I am SO ANNOYED!

I really, really want to go back to fulltime work. I talked to my boss in great detail today. The only thing is my family isn't happy about it. I had a fight with my grandma earlier about it. AND I cant do it unless I get a raise as right now I don't make enough per hour to even break even between my part time job and SSDI. I want to get off SSDI so bad and get my life back. Im doing very well. Even my pdoc and psyd are proud of me. my former t is my friend now and she believes in me and said go for it if I can get the raise.

my boss is open to me working fulltime but said she cant give me more money because the move is "lateral" and therefor stays the same. I was honest with her and just said how much I love my job and WANT this job and am capable of doing it and doing it right. I then asked if there was any other interest for the position. she said only one has an interview and no one else. she said she knows nothing about him or if she will even like him.

then she said shed prefer ME! I was so excited that she said that. shes going to ask if I can get a raise.

I may end up disappointed but right not I haven't lost hope because shes going to at least ASK and she herself said shed prefer I have it.