1. I see how it hurts my husband as well as myself and i do not want to hurt either one of us anymore.
2.I am tired of the continuous circle of Self harming and hating myself for doing so i do it again.
3.I do not want any more scars
4.When i visit my baby sister i do not like the look she has on her face when she asks me, "sissy what happened" she is older now and she can see through the lies.
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hugs and love to all of you!!!!