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Originally Posted by eskielover
When I walked away from my H after 33 years of marriage I didn't even think about him after I left & moved 2100 miles away. By that point there was nothing I missed about him or even grieved about leaving him. The only emotion I needed to recover from was my anger that had built up so intensly toward him over the years.
The point is that there must be something that you do miss about him. Something you got used to that filled a need you have. That makes it that much harder to block & make the break. It takes real focus to hold true to what you know is best for you. Good job so far.....hold true to what you know is best for you & make sure to use your wise mind not your totally emotional mind to make decisions about him.....you have done well so far..keep up the good work!!!!
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It’s been 3 days since I blocked him and haven’t talked or texted. I still think and miss him a lot. I’ve been tented to unblock him and send a message to him. I still go to his profile on fb. It’s been hard but I also think about all that happened when we were together. Every time he was hurtful. This has stopped me from wanting to contact him. I also realized that his feelings were not what he used to make me believe. I know that when I love, I like to show it. And I did that for him, I always wanted to make him feel special. It hurts to convince myself to see the facts in front me. I was the one that communicated more after the break. He just continued his life as if nothing had ever happened. It was really necessary for things to happen and I really need to move on. Thank you so much!