I told my T in an email. I don't think we talked about it. Later, I asked her if she loves me. She started off with the "why do you want to know?" and "how will this help you". Finally, she told me that she doesn't love her clients. However, we were talking about my definition of love (i.e. caring and sacrifice) and she agreed she felt the same. So I guess she does love me? Just doesn't use the word? Idk. When I bring it up now, I just say she doesn't love me. I'm okay with that. She accepts that I love her, and I accept she doesn't love me.