I found out today I have been accepted in the Human Services program in college nearby that I have enrolled in for Spring semester. I want to both go to school and work fulltime but its not possible. At least not now! SO...IF I get a raise and its high enough I will def take the job and if NOT...I will go to school.

Good but hard, hard decision should I have the two available.

I talked to my psychologist today about it ALL and he supports whatever I decide to do and that really helps me. Then we did some EMDR and I cried and cried. I have never cried in front of him and it felt strange to be so moved. I have been upset before but NEVER cried in front of him. I was slightly embarassed at first but so overcome with emotion from the memory that I didnt care. He assured me it will probably happens even more but its ok. See I used to get mocked by my abuser for crying and the memories are about her...