Today was a good day, worked only a half a day, I think I am getting the hang of things. I really like all of the providers; granted I wish they would email me for time off instead of text me at random hours. My phone dings; my email doesn't.

Saw my primary doctor, my blood pressure was in the range of normal, go me. My pulse was lower than yesterday, 132 instead of 150. He changed my Prilosec from once a day to twice a day to combat the Seroquel. He is massively proud of me for getting this new job. He can see that I am happy, I ended up telling him about what the therapist said about the PTSD, he's like I've suspected it, they really did you wrong here. He even showed me the referral notes and the new person made the mistake; which I figured. He's like I would never do something that would possibly destabilize you. You've worked very hard to get to where you are. He even personally did my flu shot, and I think he's better than the nurse, because I'm the biggest baby when it comes to vaccines and I honestly didn't feel it. I have to see him again in a month, he asked if I was ready to cut the cord and do two month follow ups. I said no let's see each other again in a month, I wasn't ready to cut quite yet; not to mention I figure he probably wants to know how that Cardiologist went. He can tell I'm doing better now, and one of the nurses I used to work with tackled me when she saw me. She misses me. It's hard trying to adjust to this new office, but I'm doing as best I can be. He's also ecstatic that I've gone back to therapy.

Now to run my paper through Grammarly and read over it one last time before I submit it. I also showed my doctor the research, he should at least know and he says I see that the hospital is going too rapidly and that once his contract is up he will probably be seeking employment elsewhere; at least I still have him for three more years. He has had several disagreements in regards to the growth and how they treat some employees. I surprised myself today with my honesty of how things are, I didn't want to tell him two things and I ended up telling him.

Hugs to everyone

P.S. I've noticed I've gotten more wordy here lately, I guess I'm really growing to trust you all, and I think you all for your kindness and wonderful advice.