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Old Nov 08, 2018, 06:37 PM
Deyla2324 Deyla2324 is offline
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Location: Puerto Rico
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After I wrote the last reply I went to go buy some juice. As I am going to step out of the car, he is parking behind my car. I got in my car and pulled off. When I got home he contacted me by messenger. He said he couldn’t understand how I did that, that he saw me and followed me there, that he wanted to say hi, that his friends were asking him what happened, that he was hurt that I blocked him and that if he deserved to be treated that way. I couldn’t help it and started crying and I told him that I had to block him because I still love him and I currently can’t be his friend, that maybe when I move on maybe I can. He basically told me I was an ignorant and that I was pushing him away from me. Am I being selfish to think that I should make the necessary changes I should make so that I don’t end all messed up? I mean I don’t hate him, I just feel like I want to be with him and a call or text message will give me hope or make me think that we are getting back together. I do, I can’t deny that but I don’t want him to get back with me just because I am making him to be. He broke up with me, I gave him 2 weeks to say anything he was feeling and he didn’t, just continued to push me away. Now that I made the decision of stepping back, he doesn’t want me to. I don’t know who is more selfish, him or I...
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