My husband just left to take out the money. So tomorrow it should be in the shop. I had headphones on all day. When I didn't I had a miny meltdown. He was throwing to many words and options at me. I can act like I can understand but that doesn't mean I do. He hugged me and spoke slowly to me. I can't hold a conversation. My parents will be here tomorrow. What am I going to do.? I can deal with this until I get paranoid of him.

My husband made a joke that if he leaves me home alone he'd find me curled in the closet. He's found me there to many times. I told him no because now we have a dog to protect me. I still feel someone is going to break in but I'm calm about it. He's worried about me and I'm worried about him. This is fuken great.

I feel it's not an emergency so I feel stupid talking to her unless I hurt myself because of my stupid ideas.I'm more worried about my husband, He'll no longer tell me how he's doing.