I had a studio, but unfortunately, but even that was too expensive. I'm paying back loans, in a hole now financially. I do not really have a hoarding problem (although I can certainly work on getting rid of things), but I do have a lot of things that I have a hard time parting with, so I do want some space to hold on to my things when I move somewhere. Maybe I just need time. I do worry about someone rejecting me when I move in with the person, but maybe that's a sign I need to be alone for a while... I'm really not sure. Maybe I am getting ahead of myself?