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Old Nov 08, 2018, 10:41 PM
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We went to a friends house for dinner. His daughter was there as well.
We've been friends our whole time that we lived here since 2001.
I have social anxiety even with them. They are laughing and having a good time while I sit there uncomfortable and not participating.
Dieting and not drinking suck!
They were drinking gin and tonics. I brought diet drinks.
they had ice cream treats for desert, I just watched them knowing that I would come home and have a diet fudge bar. And I did.
This addiction thing is kicking my butt.
How will I ever do thanksgiving????
We will join a bunch of folks at a friends house for a pot luck dinner.
I usually bring a green bean casserole and crawfish dip/crackers.
I followed the no sugar, flour,potatoes,rice diet but how can i do this on thanksgiving?
most every one will be drinking wine, jeff will bring himself some beer.
I will bring diet sodas like I did tonight.
how can I say this any stronger.

I WANT TO DRINK!!!!! and I want to eat what ever but that is not what will happen if I want to lose weight. I need to sacrifice some to lose in the big picture.
Would an ice cream treat really make that much of a difference?

anyway, I feel I am babbling.
curtailing 2 of my addictions at the same time is f ucking hard and that is all I really needed to say.
bizi
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