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Last week I was about to take my life. Cops came, my T called on me. If I knew for sure it would work i w ould have. My son was out of meds bc they want him to do a drug assessment before he gets treatment. He's been violent, hostile, volitale.

He missed 2 of those appts. He's out of control. Finally he had a really bizarre delusion last week and agreed to go to the hospital. They gave him meds and sent us on our way. He needed to be hospitalized. Him dealing with this psychotic disorder has been going on for 3 yrs. HE NEEDS HELP! He was smoking weed but not anymore. He's taking 7.5 mgs of Zyprexa and thinks everyone is a fascist, he wants to be 2000 lbs, all kinds of strange beliefs.

My family is no longer suppotive. They just dont know how to help. My T doesn't know what to do.

I'm tired of it. Just exhausted. ..