Sometimes worry like this can feel like purgatory. I can relate to not being able to escape or stop some of the worries that play over and over in my head.

Maybe he keeps things to himself, in part, not to trigger you since you are struggling so much. If he has given up, some of that is his own battle and there is only so much that you can do. Continuing to work on your stability will help him.

I know it is really hard to be stable when you are in crisis. I hope your luck changes soon and will say some prayers for you, your husband, and my son this morning.