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Originally Posted by rose1985
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Last week I was about to take my life. Cops came, my T called on me. If I knew for sure it would work i w ould have. My son was out of meds bc they want him to do a drug assessment before he gets treatment. He's been violent, hostile, volitale.
He missed 2 of those appts. He's out of control. Finally he had a really bizarre delusion last week and agreed to go to the hospital. They gave him meds and sent us on our way. He needed to be hospitalized. Him dealing with this psychotic disorder has been going on for 3 yrs. HE NEEDS HELP! He was smoking weed but not anymore. He's taking 7.5 mgs of Zyprexa and thinks everyone is a fascist, he wants to be 2000 lbs, all kinds of strange beliefs.
My family is no longer suppotive. They just dont know how to help. My T doesn't know what to do.
I'm tired of it. Just exhausted. ..
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I can relate to much of this. My son has been homeless since May (and on and off previously) and I am the only one supporting him. Both sides of the family tried to help him but no longer do so because he hasn't followed through on so many things.
You can't help them unless they want to be helped.
I am sorry your son is so lost.
I am praying for my son this morning and will pray for yours. Of course, I will pray that you can find peace from all the ruminations even if the peace is only temporary. Of course, we will not really be OK so long as they are not OK.
Extra Hugs.