I tried Prozac, and it didn't help me, but everyone is different. Wellbutrin seems to help me more.

I get lonely all the time. My only good friend lives in the U.S. Northeast now. My other 2 friends are my sisters, but one lives a 4-6 hour drive away. I don't see my other sister as often as I'd like. She has 3 girls, and she is very busy raising my nieces.

H works, and while he tries to understand bipolar & panic disorder, he doesn't really get it. Especially the depression. He thinks if I just do something productive, like clean, the depression will magically go away, and I will feel better. It may work that way for him, but it does not for me.

And my daughter can be sweet but volatile. Plus, she is only 10 (a month away from 11). It's not like I can easily discuss tough psych or even tough life situations with her.

I have a T now. I guess for the time being, that has to do.