I was pondering this or something like this the other day, and it comes across as procrastination. It’s like when there is something that needs to be done, like cleaning the shower or seeing the doctor, and an insider (usually a little) doesn’t want to due to fear, regret, unsurety......there is a degree of resistance that stops us and just stare at the finish line.

Often times when we get angry enough to finally do the task.... it’ll get done and the feeling fades away...it’s like that wasn’t that bad....why did we wait???

I often wonder do singletons get to this degree of inner struggles when wanting to accomplish a task.

Have you been checked for bipolar or depression?