Ugh. Another monthly meeting. Again the people that can do 10-50 projects by just cutting and pasting the exact same information from press releases were praised, while those that had lower numbers, because we can’t do that were made to feel like crap, and were raked over the coals. They have started giving bonuses and of course the people that get bonuses are the ones that can work like that. The rest of us actually have to investigate and think and we get nothing.

And after work I met with a co-worker who works in the office. She told me of some pretty underhanded things that a few people of those who got bonuses do to pad their numbers. Our boss is not receptive to hearing about it or changing it.

I am beyond sick of this. Unfortunately, I need to stick it out because we desperately need to buy a house and move out of an awful living situation. I am beyond stressed out by all of this.