I'm not planning on giving you a Christmas present this year, I might change my mind closer on, but I know that I've always been the above and beyond person because I always needed that external validation. I can finally see that I don't have to try so hard to constantly be the best version of myself. Where I am now is okay.

and you will still be there for me regardless.
I will still bring cake though the next time I'm back in London.
Plans for tomorrow: 9am studying at the coffee shop.
3 days, 23 hours, 9 minutes to till session
31 days till registration.
38 or 40 days depending on allocated date for exam number 1.
44 days- return flight back to the heights.
Now I'll stop using my date calculator. xD