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Old Nov 09, 2018, 06:03 PM
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I hate this time of year, especially moving into Thanksgiving then it's like non-stop Christmas music playing everywhere you go...and OMG, I think because of that, I actually HATE Christmas music. Then it's holiday party here, family Christmas there, so-and-so has annual large fight with such-and-such (in my case, my mom's 2 sisters, my aunts). One of those aunts is married to a man who is also prone to causing drama if something should displease him. My daughter's birthday is then, ironically, on the same day as my messed-up father's birthday. So she gets a family party with my sisters, her cousins, my parents, aunts, grandmother, then a party with some friends from school, and usually, we celebrate just the 3 of us on her actual birthday. I'd rather just have the actual birthday small family celebration. And it's all so expensive and fake happiness too, people posting holiday stuff nonstop on Facebook, as if they really are happy. Maybe they are. Who knows?

I definitely am not.
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