So does this mean you didn't care how much you were hurting me when you terminated in May? Because it was pretty obvious that I didn't care about myself.
Actually that explains a lot.

You told me you cared about me at the time. You've always said you wouldn't lie to me. Guess that was a lie too.
Did you feel nothing as I was breaking down and sobbing?

And if I end up in a self destructive spiral you'll just terminate again and it'll be easy for you because I wouldn't care about myself and then you wouldn't have to care about me.

I should have known better. I can't believe I believed you. I'm pathetic. I guess this is what I get for being so stupid.