The last time my meds were adjusted i thought i was good, ready to move forward with life while i waited for one on one therapy. this was a month ago and im on a downward spiral. im safe no thoughts of harming myself but im bending over backwards to ease the pain but in all the wrong ways. i know i shouldnt but i do stupid **** regardless of the consequenses. Am I missing something? Am I not ready for life in the real world yet?