Okay... to start with i think i love my friend and that makes me think if i am bisexual... i have kissed her many times but that too before her and my marriage. Honestly speaking i zm on anti depressants coz i had suicidal thoughts... now i am not able to concentrate on my both families.. life is all ****ed up... its that neither do i live nor die.... i have consulted doctors online but some say that i am straight and some say not... i dont know what to do... coz it hurts... a lot.. seeing her with someone else... her loving someone else... it kills me from inside....