Thank you I really needed to read that! I don't find you bossy at all

I was very pissed when I got off the phone with his doctor, he was blaming his doctor when a lot of these hospitalizations could have been avoided with the stupid nebulizer he doesn't like. I was really annoyed when he said work was more important than my appointment, it's not like I asked him to take the day off just take a long lunch and work later than scheduled that is what I am doing. I know his boss would have been fine with that, besides he honestly isn't going to get his dream job with how much work he has missed this year; honestly it's a wonder he hasn't been fired for to much missed work.

I was really stunned when he flew off the handle about the doctor I see; he's the only reason I'm stable right now. He's just mad because it's a man, best of all he called my father to tell him about that and I got an earful from my father. Now he wants to care, yeah right.

I think I am honestly done after his latest idea of calling my dad. Now I am terrified to go home; because I don't want to deal with my father suddenly flying off the handle that I trust a man. How about anytime I trust a female it ends up badly for me. He doesn't understand any of my issues.

I agree that is not a healthy relationship at this point, he used to be always on my side about everything, now it feels like anything I do upsets him. I don't know what his problem is; and honestly I don't want to know what his problem is. I got enough issues of my own that I don't need his pilled on top of it.

I ended up not sleeping well last night and decided to text PA for coffee, you are exactly right, I need support and I don't have a lot of support. I'm still holed up at Aunties house, I imagine my cat isn't too pleased with his separation anxiety, but honestly I'm not ready to deal with the parents. Thank you Innerzone I really needed that wake up call. He and I are done.