All Hope is Gone Tour 2018.
I didn't ask her to marry, because that seemed rash, but I did message. Showed nothing but concern for her, there was nothing about justifying my behavior or trying to get back together. Just straight asked if she was okay, no strings attached.
Well, she messaged my friend to message me to not contact her again. So I was like you know what? You can't even say that to me personally, ya gotta go get a mutual friend to relay the message?
Well I blocked her on all accounts, deleted all our mutual photos, trashed all our convos. I have no record of her whatsoever anymore. We still have mutual friends, so if she wants to contact me she can ask them about me and I might consider unblocking her.
She'll be doing all the legwork from now on though. I'm too exhausted to push this cart anymore. It's been six months of agony and I will hold the reigns no longer. If she does care at all, she'll be by my side, forgive, and pick up the slack and we'll soldier on together. If not, our two++ year history will be abandoned on the side of the road, with nothing but fond, bittersweet memories left.
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"The reasonable man adapts himself to the world. The unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore all progress depends upon the unreasonable man."
- George Bernard Shaw
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