Had a good productive day.

However..

My anxiety walks beside me and I’m getting concerned that if I build up to a full blown panic attack I won’t have a medicinal crutch anymore as 2mg lorazapam no longer calms me. (I only take approx 8mg in total for 1 wk and I don’t know why I bother as it does nothing). My anxiety used to be kept in check just knowing my little .5mg tabs were in my purse and I rarely took one. I’ll see what pdoc thinks in a couple weeks.