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Originally Posted by weaverbeaver
I can relate to this. I often thought why am I here, why not just leave but leaving is so hard.
Staying is easier for me because if I left it would open up a huge gaping abandonment wound that can’t be opened up right now!
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Yes!! I’m glad someone gets it. I want to leave, but even if I’m the one doing the leaving, I will feel massively abandoned and rejected because HE let me leave (and really I just want him to hold me hostage to therapy).