Thank you for taking the time to respond. I don't think she does emails, but one thing I did differently this last week was write in a journal (I too had lots of feelings after session) and figured reading it to her in session would be helpful, since I couldn't go blank with the words right there in front of me. It was reeeeally awkward and did not feel good reading it, but I don't want to just hand the journal over, either.