Yesterday I slept almost all day 17hrs. Got up at 3 and got some groceries for the kids. Grabbed myself a sparkling flavored water because I seen the fake alcohol and started having major cravings so I thought maybe that would help a little for the evening.

Layed in bed ahain then had a long bath and did a couple meditation exercises even though I really didnt want to. Took some vitamins thinking maybe it will help with the withdrawls from the 3 meds and alcohol then got back into bed at 9 and didnt even drink my water.