I dont feel too bad, just some brain fog and the dizziness/headache yesterday. I probably feel better now than on the meds anyways. I was throwing up and having constant heartburn on them.

I just couldnt take them anymore. The pdoc thinks I need them and I think they are causing my episodes. And I dont want my pdoc to take the prescription away. I know thats bad I just feel like its insurance for if I am wrong if i keep filling my rx every week I can do what I want. Plus there is a tiny piece of me that wants a way out available if I get to that point and lots of pills make me feel like I have that.