I think that regardless of how any of our doctors, or counselors, may feel about us at the end of the day it is still a business. How would any of you all feel if people come to your work and want things for free? Are you even approved to give things away for free?

If you liked them, and they helped, then I think you should get past it and go back. Honestly, I think you are letting your emotions dictate your actions. Look at the bigger picture. If they helped you before, then they probably can again. Zoom out and see what your life would be like with them in it again and what it could look like without help.