Now I really feel like a Grinch. I find it hard to even try.

I don't know. Too much is going on. I like my routine. Oh, and my daughter's choir has 3 Christmas performances this year. Can't just one do? The one indoors at the school? The other 2 are outdoors, you never know what the weather will be like - warm, comfortable, chilly, cold, raining, etc. It is just one thing after another; it stresses me out horribly, and my mood is usually tanked and very depressed by my birthday on January 20.