(((((Sunshine)))))),
You're absolutely not alone, just check out some of the other threads in this forum. It seems that most of us are totally attached to our Ts. I've told my T, so he knows. However, it is still extremely difficult - I still think about my T a lot. He tells me that there will come a time when I won't feel the need to see him, but at this point I can't fathom that. It's so difficult longing for something that will never be. I can definitely empathize. Take care.