Thanks Brian and Soliaree for your input...I really appreciate it. I am so scared to say anything to him especially since we don't have just therapy together but work on a forum together. It just seems so conflicting.

I know that he is competant and probably has heard this before from other female clients however the thought of me telling him that I think about him all the time freaks me out. I actually see his type of vehicle around town and always check the licence plate thinking that it may be him.

Again it is not that I am sexually attracted to him (although he is a good looking man and the type that I would choose for myself but younger...wow, did I just say that outloud) but it is more that I appreciate everything that he does for me and the insight that he provides me and the caring that he shows me and how he never gives up on me, even when I want to give up on myself.

I just don't know if I can be that open with him and tell him this. I think that it may change things and I don't want things to get awkward.