I want so to blab about all he did when we were first married and I was so dedicated to him but then I turned totally blowing him out of the water and back and forth and back and forth and of course I was to blame for all but I know today now that it was us not just me. Yet than come into the fears of what he is doing now cuz it reminds me of past. Our communication is deffinately not the best. Not that I haven't tried but seems to never be a good time to do so unless I'm totally falling apart and then he may listen.
grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
thanx for listening.