Why do i feel so alone so much? Even on here. I realized how long I have been posting, I don't feel part of any group of people who keep in touch. I just feel like I have an inability to connect, and have people be genuinely concerned in a way that will be with you to the end. Its not just on here, its mostly in real life actually. I go to church, and gym, and try mentoring organizations, and it always ends with people politley forgetting about me. I wonder so often what is wrong with me. Should try again, and i do, and then, but it will end the same, so i i think.. well. I'll try again, but im so tired of being dropped. My pastors actually forgot about an apointment to have dinner with me over the holidays. My therapist frequently forgets to return my calls. My mentor hasnt returned my email. I don't know what it is. I truely think im polite. I try very hard not to overtax someone. I would never call alot or even often. And so. Well. I was thinking, You guys are probably the only people who would be honest. I mean you will never have to see me in person anyways. This is something that forever bugs me, so I'd really appreciate your input. What attracts you to people? what makes a person easily forgettable. plz feel free to make it personal (if you know me) b/c it would help me out more. What could i do to fit in more and stand out more?