A deep deep depression.
I should have asked,
But I had my own secret.
It was just one of those
Nights, we were all tired.
You must have felt your
Brave disclosure was ignored.
The whole year and
I did not see an opening
To speak about my pain.
I did not get the
Buddhist story. Like
You did not get my
That is just stupid.
It is actually a legit
Survical instinct. I
Was a bit embarrassed
About working two
Jobs, one cleaning.
That was a reason
As well as my history.