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Originally Posted by cavaliers
Little backstory. Our field is political science. This is a golden time for scientists. We worked hard & successfully. But suddenly insiders are feeling nothing, don't want to participate.Didn't to go celebrations.Hey, any party we are there! Today's rapid response which we helped get organized....thought we would be regretting not showing up...turned around came home. This has happened with individuals occasionally usually if in another's domain. We have been working successfully on co-consciousness. Could this have anything to do with it? Just want to stay home and be left alone. Not even answering phone or door. After T session today promised little ones pizza. Who turns down pizza?!..Could pick it up thru drive thru. Nope, everyone just wanted to go home. As host, is there something I should do? Will it pass? It's starting to scare me. Familiar to anyone?
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It can be really hard to tell what is going on sometimes, can't it. I am slowly learning that whatever is happening, there is usually some reason behind it. Even if I don't know what's going on I am trying to trust that it will reveal itself to me at some point.
A few weeks ago I went through about a week of needing to sleep all the time. I had to take time off work because I was so overwhelmed with the need to sleep. My kids were worried about me because on a couple of days I could only manage to be out of bed for about 2 hours. I wasn't sick with anything, I wasn't depressed (as far as I could tell, but it did feel as lethargic as severe depression), I just couldn't stay awake. A big clue that it was psychological and not physical was that I did not
want to be awake either. Both the body and mind wanted only to sleep.
Then we "woke up".We cleaned the whole house. We got a skip bin and threw away a TON of stuff. We streamlined everything in our life. We started living differently. More in control. More grounded. More emotional. More connected. More self nurturing. More compassionate. Just "more".
It was only after a few more weeks that we realized that there seems to have been a merging or integrating of two keys alters. This is not a good thing - it is a GREAT thing!
I don't know if that resonates with anything that is going on for you or not. But I thought I would share my experience about having "something going on" but not knowing what it is... but you find out more about it later.
Have you figured out any more about what is going on for you?