I am really struggling today, I don't feel as exhausted as I have the past couple of days. I slept really good last night, still need to wash the sheets, I figure I'll do it this weekend.

Work is good; really good. My boss said something really nice to me, but it made me cry; she said she was greatful to have me as her second in command. Went to the bathroom and cried my eyes out. Physican Assistant friend found me and hugged me. He said my old workplace caused so much issues that I can't even be happy over a compliment . He would like to meet my old boss and punch them. He's very sweet and and apparently protective.

We went to lunch together, I find I really like his company. He's still going to tag along to the Cardiologist with me. I honestly can't think him enough. I'm still nervous for this stupid appointment.

Speaking of old workplace; I received a ransom letter from my old insurance company, apparently when I saw my doctor in August, I was not covered and they refuse to cover that visit and the prescriptions they paid for. One of which was Latuda. The bill is literately for $1,450.02 and if I don't pay it it's being sent to a collection agency.

I called and was quite rude to this insurance company. The didn't get the info my insurance was termed until August 16th so of course it still showed my coverage as active at the doctor's office and the pharmacy.

The Physician Assistant said even when I'm no longer a employee they are still finding a way to screw me.

My insurance doesn't care that it was their and the employer's fault. I called my second insurance and it is highly unlikely they will cover the price of Latuda. They will cover my other medications, but I will still probably be on the hook for $1,200 dollars.

I am just so mad right now, I really need my therapist and maybe a punching bag.

The PA and I discussed maybe seeing a movie tomorrow as friends, but right now I am too mad to even think straight.

I feel like i'm finally at a good place and still my old employer is laughing. I really don't know what I did to deserve this, I don't even make that in a month, and I'm being paid quite nicely, but not enough to cover that. I don't know of anyone who can cover that.

Why can't I take a complement from my boss without crying.

Hugs to everyone